When I’m alone in my room

Sometimes I stare at the wall and in the back of my mind I hear my conscience call telling me I need…

So, do you know what’s next? Let me skip a bit

… for the first time in my life, I see I need LOVE❤

Oh LL Cool J… you hit a homerun with this one sir🙌🙌 my fav LL song hands down. Yes, I should be sleeping, but I’m alone in my room and I see I need love. Not that I need to be in a relationship… I need love‼️ I love me and I love my freedom, but I also realize that I am tired of wrong love, selfish love, needy love, one sided love, etc. I thought I didn’t need love, but I do. I need RIGHT love, healthy love, consistent love, selfless love, all about me kinda love. I give all of me, but who in this world will dare return the favor. I realize the answer could be nobody🤷‍♀️ However, I recently opened up to the idea that maybe, just maybe there might be someone out there “beneath this great big sky” thinking about making me happy tonight. Good thought anyway🥰

My point is that all this sitting, staring, thinking opens up a world of possibilities for me. I am happy to know that somewhere inside of this dude brain I found the space to realize that LL Cool J was right… I NEED LOVE❤